I think.. my anxiety is getting much less.

I have made the decision to start meditating. Stu says he will help. We both think it will do me lots of good. But I have realised that I have been worrying a little less (or only worrying about miniscule things that really dont matter, or worrying about things i have made up to worry about, because I have nothing to worry about.)

so, this is good. my picking is getting better, and so is my skin (soon to be ruined by the time of the month, but ah well..)

and, yeah.

For example. it is only the 14th of the month, but I have today gone into the red.. i get paid next on the 28th, exactly 2 weeks away. surprisingly though, my anxiety isnt through the roof.. considering this is mixed with a driving test tomorrow...

this is good.

lets keep working on it and hope it isnt just a short passing phase. :)